here's a straightfoward one

Today, I am very sad because my best friend at work had his last day today and he leaves for Louisiana on Saturday. I feel like this is very unfair because we are just getting to be really good friends, and I didn't mind going to work because we got to pretty much just hang out, and now I have 13 work days left without him. It's definitely sucky and I just keep reminding myself that I only have 23 days until I'm on my own journey.

Also, I have had a most unwanted visitor in my dreams lately, someone who was my friend for a very long time and who hurt me very badly. There was so much else going on when that happened that it was really easy to put him out of mind, but all of a sudden he's like these freaking ladybugs in my house that pop up just when you think they're gone and it's so frustrating! But this guy has always had a habit of doing that; it's a power that I've given him, because he hasn't tried to talk to me in months, and he was just such an engrained part of my life for so long that the memory of him doesn't go easily. I just wish I could sleep in peace.

"I love you more than songs can say, but I can't keep running after yesterday." - John Mayer